Writer Appreciation: Willa Cather

My first encounter with Willa Cather’s writing was in a dual-credit English class my senior year of high school. Our assignment was to read O Pioneers! and write a literary analysis paper, a type of writing with which I was mostly unfamiliar. I remember that I wrote about some religious symbolism, something that seemed very prominent to me at the time. I remember that it was a Dover Thrift Edition of the book, a book that I still have in my office at my university, to the right of My Antonia.

Much time passed, I completed my undergraduate studies (majoring in Literature/Creative Writing & Vocal Music Performance), and I continued to my MFA in Creative Writing program. During that ten-year span, I read only one other work by Cather: the short story “Paul’s Case.” However, during that period, I become much more interested in literature connected with place, and more specifically, literature set in the Midwest and the Great Plains.

Fast-forward to 2008 while I was enrolled in “Twentieth-Century American Novel” (my second semester in a PhD program), and I was assigned my second Cather novel: My Antonia. By this time, my creative writing (poetry and fiction) was set in my own fictional realms in the Upper Midwest, and when I read Cather this time, something was different. I was ready for it. (It probably helped that I was living in South Dakota as well.)

Of the novels we read that semester, all of which I enjoyed immensely, none left quite a powerful impression as did My Antonia. In her prose, I found an attention to rhythms of language, a lyricism that I was striving to develop in my own writing. What imagery. What mastery of the sentence. And the story, how it captivated me.

The book itself, and so much about her skill as a writer, amazed me such that I wrote my mid-term paper about the book. And when the opportunity came to teach two sections of a freshman-level Introduction to Literature, and I learned I was required to assign one novel in addition to the provided anthology, well, it was a quick (and easy) decision.

My students, overall, really enjoyed the book. I had been concerned that, due to its publication in 1917, my students would find My Antonia “too boring” or “too old-fashioned.” On the contrary, they took to it with an enthusiasm I could only have dreamed of.

Fast-forward to 2014 and I began reading The Professor’s House, an appropriate text for me. I moved through it quickly over a vacation back to Minnesota. Next was Death Comes for the Archbishop. On my Minnesota vacation in 2015, I read The Song of the Lark. And in the time since then, I read more of her novels, bringing me up to her 12th (and final) novel, Sapphira and the Slave Girl.

Even as I am only a few chapters into the novel, there is a sadness in the background. I am reading the book with the knowledge that there are no more Cather novels to read. I will move on (after this book) to her short fiction, essays, and poetry. Then, perhaps, I will return to the novels.

But helping me deal with this sadness is the awareness that later this summer, on my way to Minnesota, my family and I will be making a detour to Red Cloud, Nebraska. Cather lived there several years as a child and teenager, and various historic sites are preserved, including her childhood home. In addition, there is a newly opened museum dedicated to her life and work.

It is the first such literary pilgrimage I will have made, and I am trying to avoid counting the days until I arrive. In the meantime, though, I will continue to savor her words, grateful for this writer who has taught me so much and given me so many hours of reading pleasure.

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“Let your fiction grow out of the land beneath your feet.” –Willa Cather–

Learning to Write (again)

It’s been quiet over here on plainswriter.com since the start of 2017. It’s been quiet at home on my writing desk. It’s been quiet in my writing life. But I’m learning to write again.

I don’t mean, of course, that I’ve forgotten how to write. I do mean, however, that I am learning to want to write. I am trying to recover one of my first loves.

The span in which I haven’t so much as done anything with creative writing (be it a poem, a line or two in my notebook, much less a new blog post) reached about nearly a month. In that time, I wondered if I had, in fact, forgotten how to write in lines. I wondered if I could cultivate the dry soil that made up my writing life.

Attending the annual AWP Conference in D.C. was a helpful nudge, as was  The Windhover Writers’ Festival that I direct at my university. But a backlog of student grading, combined with at least three different colds in a two-week span (which also meant zero running), did not help my writing prospects in any way.

Last week though I began writing in a notebook, an action that, simple as it was, felt almost miraculous. I tried to write every day, but I didn’t. In past seasons of my writing life, I would feel guilt, feel “failure” if I didn’t follow through on a goal. I’ve learned that when I’m trying to regain writing motivation and momentum, I can’t waste time being self-critical.

So what’s on the horizon? Other than this blog post, I have a poetry manuscript waiting for me. I have a memoir first draft waiting for me, too. I hope to return to blogging more regularly as well.

In this season, I’m trusting the process of writing. I’m trusting in the same truths that I preach to my students: writing breeds more writing, and the more you write, the more ideas you’ll gather.

 

2016 in Writing

The end of a calendar year is a natural time for reflection, so I’ll share some thoughts on my writing for 2016.

Blogging

I expended much of my writing energy writing blog posts, publishing 2 dozen posts besides the ones I wrote here on plainswriter.com. Over 20 of those posts were over at Altarwork.com, where I explored issues related to faith and my personal life. More specifically, I wrote about such things as body image, disordered eating, self-image, and human interactions.

Because I expended a fair amount of writing energy elsewhere, I didn’t write as much here on plainswriter.com. But all of the blogging involved a lot of introspection and self-discovery, two worthy pursuits that have helped me to reside in a more joyful and emotionally stable place.

Fiction

2016 was a quiet year for my short-fiction. I worked on a couple of story revisions off and on, but I couldn’t gather much traction. Earlier in my career as a writer, this “lull” would have cause me worry, but now I am much more accustomed to shifting writing seasons and even “years.”

Nonfiction

Of course, all of blogging falls in this category, but I also wrote a freelance essay for a forthcoming anthology. Although the piece was around 1,500 words, I worked through multiple drafts over about a month-long period. It was a challenging yet rewarding piece to write, and I look forward to seeing it in print.

Throughout the year I had toyed with the idea of starting a book-length memoir dealing with my eating disorder. It wasn’t until the second week of December, however, that I gathered the motivation and discipline to begin the process. I set a goal of at least 500 words a day, and I’ve been at it for over 3 weeks. I plan to continue writing until I “finish” this first draft.

Poetry

I received a summer-research grant from my university to work on a book-length poetry manuscript, and so in May and June I devoted the majority of my writing time to revising those poems and organizing them in a meaningful sequence.

Later in the summer, I contacted an editor, and he and I have begun the process of working further on the manuscript to make it more publication-ready.

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2017?

I’ll continue working on the poetry manuscript and the memoir first draft. I’ll continue blogging (more here) as well as for other publications. Since I will not be teaching any summer classes, I hope to work more on short fiction since the longer spans of time are more suited to working on stories.

However, as I’ve learned in the past year and a half, I cannot measure my “worth” by my word-count, my publications, or any such thing. And there’s also no point in comparing myself to what others have accomplished (or haven’t accomplished). I will instead continue to put words together, making sense of of things as I travel along.